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Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 09:52:00 GMT

Well...I haven't visited this site for a long time. I have been busy. And let me fill you in on what's going on with my life. We spent Christmas at my Aunt's house. The celebration included, least of all, a gigantic feast of many filipino and chinese dishes..There were a lot of guests..... relatives from the first to second degree and friends. Truly it was a joyful occasion highlighted by the "always" eventful, card game of "41" and mahjong.... but I never had the chance to play. I was sick that time with intermittent fever of 39C. Christmas is all about the wonderful spirit of togetherness with one's closest relations. Sharing this togetherness is definitely uplifting and heartwarming. Your worries seem to disappear. I would like to call this closeness- " a unity of common bonds"....... On new years eve, we had the party at home..... celebrating the success of passing the board exam for me and my bro. My bro is a registered physical therapist and a nurse as well.. I am glad that I made it too. I'm so so proud to say that I am a registered nurse. Of course I wanna thank my parents for everything they have done for me, for sending me to school. If not for them I wouldn't be what I wanted to be. Thanks Mom and Dad. I love you with all my heart.... You're the best parents and the most precious of all gifts. And I wanna thank also my Kuya for being so strict. I know it's for my own good nmn. And of course I wouldn't have the concentration to do that exam without an inspiration. Just thinking of my bf keeps me alive and makes me feel I can do it!!! And I actually did it!!! ....... Thanks honey for being there for me. I hope everything will turn out to be good for us and my family. This is now the year 2005 and am looking forward to a better year. To my family, please try to understand. Please give me the freedom. I think I'm old enough to know what's right from wrong. I have the right to love and be loved in return. Please understand that I truly love my bf so much and I think I'd die if you insist what you want..... I love him more than anything else in this world. Please..... I am begging you. Give me the freedom. I am happy with him and I know we will be happy even in the future..... Please accept and be happy for me.

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 01:51:56 GMT

It's been a while since I last visited here. Final exams over!!!! What a relief!..... 2 days more to go and here comes our semestral vacation! I can't believe it!!! But I don't have any plans yet. I am very undecided as of this time. I don't understand myself cuz I'm beginning to hate outdoor activities and turning down my friends too. I prefer to stay home..... and watch movies in my room, sleep, think about my boyfriend. I am terribly inlove with him and there is not a day that I don't think about him. He almost occupy my entire mind. He is my life and I'm not ashamed to let the whole world know that I really do love him so much. He's my everything. My world is in him. I can't afford to lose him and if that happens I think I'd die. I want to spend my life with him forever. "PETER, I REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH". You're the BEST thing that ever happened to me.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 16:00:54 GMT

oh my god.......i'm really inlove..... i'm glad i've met the man of my dreams.... i love him sooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.....i can't wait to see him. i miss him sooooo bad. that's all!

Sunday, September 05, 2004

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 10:16:32 GMT

My life has not been doing any better for the past few days..i feel so helpless.Endless hours passed me by, lost reminiscing those moments.....and wished would never end. All of a sudden everything came to a stand still the day ...... I just cried......alone, I succumbed to questions.....I wondered if he ever loved me. He said he loved me---that he will never change, that all we need is patience. It really broke my heart in two. Nevertheless, my feelings will remain the same. Letting go, I believe is like saying "I love him so". Hopefully in the future, he'll be able to realize our hopes, dreams and ambitions. Perhaps, we'll meet once more grown-ups, but not totally changed. By then, chances are, it will still be the two of us together.....hopefully. I really dunno what to do at this moment. I wanted to fly where he is.....but it's not that easy. My parents decide for myself. I don't wanna consider this as another heartache. It's killing me. I miss him so much and. I can't deny I still love him..I will always love him til the end of my days....

Saturday, August 28, 2004

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 07:10:55 GMT

hey ya! It's been a month since I last visited my site..... quite busy with my school load plus of course the practicum. Never had the time for myself anymore. I just turned 19 four days ago. Sometimes I wonder where all those years went. It's incredible, when you think about it, to know that I have lived for over 6, 935 days. That is over 166,440 hours. Over 9,986,400 minutes. NINE MILLION NINE HUNDRED EIGHTY SIX THOUSAND FOUR HUNDRED MINUTES. Wow! That's staggering. A whole lot of minutes. Where did they all go? I feel guilty about wasting time.Time is so precious to the undaunted writer who treks through life battling fine nuances between appearance and reality for the sake of trying to vanquish a heavy, insuperable burden- a burden that each individual carries. I want to be a writer, a psychologist, and a nurse. Wouldn't it be great? I can try to pursue the unending search, this elusive saga for truth. It's truly a once-in-a-lifetime spectacle for the genuine unbelievers. Before entering college, I had no idea that one would be knocked down only to become stronger and more resilient before the next assault. But the buck doesn't stop here. What does the shaky future hold for me? More assaults await me as I attempt not to be a loser in the game of life. I need to assess my potential before seeking my proper niche. This contemplation can have no end to it. I sincerely vow to to relinquish my hold on an immaturity which has gotten me into trouble many times.

Monday, July 26, 2004

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 03:24:14 GMT

17 years ago, a beautiful human being was born in this world, and people were soon blessed by his unique sense of humor and dashing personality. HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY to you PETER JEORGE SALES!!!

5 mos ago I didn't have a clue that a simple "asl" could lead to such a remarkable friendship which we share. The foundation that began on that day is one that would last a lifetime. Our conversations led to more profound knowledge of each other. About a month ago, we started titling each other with sweet endearment. Yeah, I do remember how it started, which soon got abbreviated to smiles. Our hours online were moments I lived for in the duration of my yahoo life. It always seem to put a smile on my face. Recently, I realized just what you really mean to me. Although I couldn't show it to you, it means a lot, maybe more than you'll ever know.

You have a new life ahead of you which will be an auspicious one. Whatever the future may bring, just have it in your mind that you're loved and being supported(aight??)

Have the happiest of all birthdays, for you deserve it!!

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 01:16:08 GMT

hey ya guys............mizz yah!!!!!

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 01:11:09 GMT

hey guys,

wazup? i got so pretty busy with school and stuff....... so how was it? well....nothing much happened to me these past few days. prelim exam just finished and it was real fine. hey trixie.... what can i say?

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 08:52:35 GMT

July 14, 2004

Guess what guys!!!! My friends Trixie, Sarah, Alex and Mae spent the night with me in my house.... We had a great time .... of course with the company of my elder bro Christian and my handsome cousin Toys. Trixie brought a whiskey... I couldn't believe it. It was my first time.... i'm innocent ! First we had this funny game wherein secrets were being revealed.....lol .... i 'm glad they were not able to squeeze me... but i just learned that my bro has 3 gf's!!!! my oh my!!! Kuyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How dare you do that to Chrissy?????????? lagot kaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!! i'm gonna tell her!!!!! hehehe... To Trixie, I'm glad to learn that you have finally forgotten BJ!!!!! He's not worthy of your love, dear. To Alex, thanks for the advice ha.... don't worry about me much...I can take care of myself and promise no more heartaches.........i've learned a lot from you. and i love you so much my dear friend. To Sarah, thanks for helping me out in the kitchen.... honestly i really don't know what to do without you.... but... aha... i didn't know you were inloved with your professor huh??? hhhhmmmmmmmmm....... take it easy my friend... lol.... weird! To Mae, i'm so glad you are doing fine with Sean! I envy you guys! At least you're together almost everyday. I'm so sad I couldn't even see or touch the man I love . As you have said we are million miles away. I can't wait.... I'm dying to see him...............Anyways , thanks for the wonderful time... the spirit of the g? is kinda frightening... sorry i backed out guys... forgive me... i was so scared..... but i did enjoy the singing...lol..... thanks for the accompaniment... trixie. hehehe.... you're a good guitarist for my fave song..." IF YOU'RE NOT THE ONE"..... i really loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee that song and it reminds me of someone from the United States....omg... I love him soooooooooooooo much.....well.... thanks again guys...i love you so much....but then.... next time please learn to control yourselves ok??? whiskey isn't water or a softdrink...hehehe know what i mean???? don't get drunk again, please?????????? you messed up my bathroom. hehehe just kidding!!!!!!! love you...

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 14:51:05 GMT

july 13, 2004

hey ya, hey ya, hey! mae, trix, sarah and alex are stayin' over my house for tonight. YUPPY! lol..... we are gonna have fun tonight....how'd i get stuck with such awesome friends?>>>>>>>>>>> and wanna say advance happy birthday to trix on the 16th.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dearest.... i love you my friend. tonight will be fun ....fun....fun.... and guess what... we are gonna try spirit of the glass.. ........very exciting and i can't wait....