My life has not been doing any better for the past few days..i feel so helpless.Endless hours passed me by, lost reminiscing those moments.....and wished would never end. All of a sudden everything came to a stand still the day ...... I just cried......alone, I succumbed to questions.....I wondered if he ever loved me. He said he loved me---that he will never change, that all we need is patience. It really broke my heart in two. Nevertheless, my feelings will remain the same. Letting go, I believe is like saying "I love him so". Hopefully in the future, he'll be able to realize our hopes, dreams and ambitions. Perhaps, we'll meet once more grown-ups, but not totally changed. By then, chances are, it will still be the two of us together.....hopefully. I really dunno what to do at this moment. I wanted to fly where he is.....but it's not that easy. My parents decide for myself. I don't wanna consider this as another heartache. It's killing me. I miss him so much and. I can't deny I still love him..I will always love him til the end of my days....